January 8, 1997
Hello? Is this the Rainbow Bridge? This is an urgent call to
Echo. My beloved little Echo,.. is that you??
I think you know that your mom is having a rough time coping
with this... your first anniversary of your unexpected bridge trip.
I miss you as if it were only yesterday. I miss calling you all
those nicknames you answered to..Exie, Net-net, Halfpint,
Punkinette. Sometimes, my little girl, I just don't get it..
why, oh,why... did I not love you enough? Did I neglect you somehow?
I did and do love you more than anything, and more than I ever dreamed possible. I wish that I had been there thru those last moments with you instead of coming to you a few seconds too
late. Not that I could have stopped it, but I feel so guilty... like...I failed you by not being there. My sweet little girl, it seems that I miss you more instead of less as the days go by. I know that you are well and healthy now, and would not want you to suffer any more.... but Net-Net, please teach me how to go on.
I do want to thank you for each gift of yourself that you send
me thru your son, Starphire.Starphire is indeed the most beautiful gift that you could have left me. He is so very bright...I think that you must have given him
all of your intelligence, and more...he seems to know when I feel
the worst, and I am not always sure if it is you or him that is
comforting me...Oh, my Exie, my Exie, I hope you know that
momma loves you, and that my love will only get richer as the
time goes by until I see you at the Bridge. It is a comfort to
know that your mom, Megan was there to greet you and show
you the ropes. I know too that you have met so very many
other wonderful BridgeAngels too, and I know you are not alone, and that the candle glow from here for you each night, and
always in the homes of the other Bridge moms and dads...so
your way is perfect beautiful light!! It is only mine that feels so
dark without you here, and that is selfish of me, I know. We
will talk about your Christmas at the bridge, some other time...
when the tears aren't quite so fast. I just needed to talk to you
soooo badly on this first anniversary of your Bridge trip.
All my love forever and always,
Your mom
MissyEcho
Echoes of Love 
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